Resolutions Check In

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We are nearly half-way through January now, so how are my resolutions holding up?  

Well, I know you’ve been on the edge of your seats about this one, so let me assure you – I have legitimately flossed every day. My gums thank me. They very rarely bleed now, and I expect that in another month or so they will be even happier. 

I’ve started experimenting with skincare products to find my routine, but there are so many! I nearly gave myself a panic attack reviewing my options. The internet, as with all things, is full of contradictory advice, and the costs for various moisturizers and exfoliants can be astronomical. Luckily, I had a couple of friends step in and recommend some products to me. I ended up at LUSH on Oxford Street, and came home with a few products and a few samples that I’m really enjoying. If you missed my Instagram story the other day, I bravely posted before/after photos of myself in LUSH’s Mask of Magnaminty.  

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I’m not doing as well with cooking – that is, I am cooking at home almost every day, but not from my new cookbooks. I’m falling back on old classics, like pasta with cream sauce, bacon and eggs, and Brussels sprouts and smoked salmon. Easy, fast meals that require only a few ingredients and not a lot of effort. Given my grad school obligations, this makes sense, but the point of my resolution was to give myself some time each week for creative cooking. I have bought ingredients to make Shrewsbury cakes, though. They aren’t from my cookbooks, but rather, a recipe I used to make in Foodways at Colonial Williamsburg (and before that, from my American Girl Felicity kit). I’ve had a craving for them lately, so I might take some time this week to bake.  

(Speaking of Foodways, last spring I did an oral history interview with Southern Foodways Alliance and it was recently posted! If you’re interested on my take on food history and working at Colonial Williamsburg, you can hear a short snippet of the interview on their site, and/or read a full transcript.)

Writing. I have written, though not quite 500 words every day, and most of it not polished enough for any kind of public consumption. I’ve jotted down more ideas, taken more notes on readings, and recommitted to my analogue journal. I’ve not started writing any fiction, though I promised myself I would, and I’ve not written anything cohesive for my project. But I have a supervision this week, so that last bit will definitely be rectified! Through writing, I’m trying to fulfill my other goal of caring more and less. This blog post might be an example. I’m caring more in terms of actually posting, but trying to let go of self-consciousness about content.  

And finally, my cross-stitch kits arrived! I’ve set up my first kit – arranged the threads on a card and made the first few, critical stitches. The aida cloth for this kit was more unwieldy than I had anticipated, so I ordered a couple of embroidery hoops which arrived the other day. And, whilst ordering embroidery hoops, I impulse bought a FIMO Kids Polymer Clay kit for making a few cat figurines. In the past, I have loved making clay figures, and I’m excited to get back into creating things with my hands.  Here’s to reconnecting with old hobbies!

More importantly, here’s to accountability and healthy, happy new year.

(Top Photo: Right now, I’m reading adaptation studies theory for my project. It feels a little bit like a metaphor and it really is full of new challenges, as the title asserts. And I’m drinking lots of tea in the process. Ahhh grad student life.

Middle Photos: Before and after skincare. The photo of me in the mask has an Instagram filter over it, the the second photo is 100% #nofilter.)

Resolutions

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The beginning of the new year feels silver-blue to me. The last days of December are brown and red, like cinnamon, but some magic happens when the clock ticks over into January, and the sun dawns on a world that feels somehow lighter and strange, both expectant and demanding. Beautiful, like wind over snow. I know a new year is little more than a state of mind, but each January 1st I feel the change in the color of the days. Everything is waking up and wondering what could happen next.

I began 2019 standing in front of the London Eye. My partner, Tim, had come to visit me and we met up with two of his friends from high school who now live in the London area. For two hours, a DJ promised us the best fireworks of our lives – GUARANTEED – and we laughed at his certainty. Quite the build-up. But actually, despite the seeming hyperbole, he wasn’t wrong. The fireworks really were impressive, and so was the message. “London is Open,” repeated in many languages, with greetings for New Year’s Eve revelers from across the globe who gathered right there on the Thames to ring in a new year. I felt a little burst of pride that, for now, this welcoming place is my city. I did it. I live here. I’m a Londoner. 

And that feeling of having accomplished a life goal — to live in London — reminded me that things only happen when we set our minds to them.

I haven’t done resolutions in many years, not real, written-down-will-stick-to-them resolutions. But I feel like maybe this is the year. I know there are a lot of memes going around about how we shouldn’t say ‘New Year, New Me,’ because we’re all fabulous already, but even so, I think my life could use a little work. Why not begin now?

Resolutions:

1.     Floss

2.     Begin a skincare routine

3.     Try one new recipe a week from one of my new cookbooks

4.     Write 500 words daily (at least!)

5.     Care more and less, as needed

6.     Discover a new hobby, and/or reconnect with an older one

These are modest, to be sure, but I think I can really make them work.

Re: Resolution #2: I got two lovely cookbooks for Christmas, The Borough Market Cookbook and Classic by Mary Berry, and I’m looking forward to using them (and to finally visiting Borough Market, which I’ve yet to do since I moved here in September).

As to Resolution #4, these 500 words can be in a blog post, journal, fiction project, or —most pressingly, my PhD project. I have a larger goal of completing at least 20,000 words of my dissertation by next December, not counting footnotes and my literature review.

And for Resolution #6, I ordered two small cross-stitch kits from Riverdrift Needle on Etsy, so now I can procrastinate while listening to audiobooks with a purpose, rather than with an addictive iPad game. I’m also considering following the syllabus for an online photography course, just to start looking at the world with new eyes.

And Resolution #1: my dentist will be thrilled that I’m flossing daily. I can’t wait to see her face at my next appointment.